^^ She has told me she would be back but that could be a few years down the road, I just dont know If I will be able to ever trust her again. And se7en your right it is very hard, I thought after all she had done it would be easy to get over it becasue of all the anger she caused, however now I am learning that its not that easy becasue in the end i still love her. I guess for a while I just get to go have fun and maybe she will come back, then again maybe not and who knows I might not want her back....

 

Exactly.

 

and chances are she still is man. Shes just hiding it well. Get rid of her.